
ang hahaba talaga!!!


i woke up early today 'coz i have my r.l.e. class at 8am.. i started moving and fixing myself at around 6am.. thinking that it was still early, i did not hurry myself up.. i finished fixing myself at around 7:30 and at that time, i realized that i should be nervous and start to hurry up 'coz if i get late, i'd be forced to have a make up duty.. fortunately, i came just in time, without fixing my hair and no make up.. just imagine what a mess i was this morning.. then we waited for our clinical instructor for 2 hours i think.. and she didn't show up.. we just found out that she really won't come to school today so we had to join other groups for our orientation for our next duty.. then we were given paper works.. we really had no ideas of how to deal with those paper works since no one could guide us because our instructor didn't come.. so we just bummed around 'til 4pm.. it was fun though 'coz my groupmates and i were just entertaining ourselves by sharing different funny (and corny) stories.. and then when we were finally about to go home, after 8 hours of boredom, we went to our "sub-instructor" and took our non-sense work.. (remember we just laughed the whole day and we even slept in the library.. haha)
then when i got home, i don't know, i just felt so tired.. then a friend of mine called.. i didn't answer it at first since i wasn't feeling well.. but when he called up again, i don't know what happened but i answered his call.. (here: i don't talk to anybody when i don't feel good and i don't really answer calls as well) then when we were talking, i don't know what came up to me but i just found myself treating him not so good.. it really made me guilty.. he said that i hurt his feelings 'coz of what i said.. really stupid thing to do.. this is the reason why i just keep quiet when i'm tired or when i'm not feeling good.. i tend to be irritable.. and be rude to other people.. yea, i know its bad.. that's why i just keep quiet.. and another thing, because of my attitude, he got pissed off and threw his phone.. what happened? the LCD of his phone broke.. now, he can't clearly read text messages in his phone.. feeling really guilty 'coz of what happened, i offered that i shall be the one to have it fixed in a mobile phone shop, but he said that he won't allow that to happen.. at the end of our conversation, i said sorry.. i just don't know how to apologize and make up for my bad attitude.. he said it's okay and that he's not mad.. but it just kills me when i get to hurt other's feelings..

later.. 