last week was really "one hell of a week"... since the sem was about to end, all of us became busy with all our paper works and not to mention, reviewing for the mind-blowing exams.. i wasn't able to eat properly because i was thinking about all the paper works to be done and at the same time nervous about the results of our examination.. i didn't know what activity should be prioritized first at that time.. i wanted to review (and i mean REVIEW) for the exams because i knew that it would be really hard but i also need to finish the paper works or else my grades would be incomplete.. so i finished all the paper works first then i reviewed for the exams.. i ad mit that i wasn't able to study really hard, because i became tired and exhausted after coming from school then doing all the necessary things to be done.. this made me really scared about the results of my exams.. especially our comprehensive exam.. it was really HARD! i fact, while taking the exam, i wished for nothing but to "just"  pass it.. i didn't even hope for a high grade.. i just wanted to pass it..  unfortunately, only 2 students (out of 41 students from our class) passed the comprehensive exam.. this made me really depressed.. i really thought that i would be kicked out from my school because i might get a failing grade because i wasn't able to make a good performance.. so what i did was prayed really hard to GOD.. i asked for guidance.. i also asked him to give me the strength for me to accept wholeheartedly if i would be obliged to transfer to another school.. at that time, i didn't want to expect that i would pass since i myself know that i wasn't able to study hard.. and i believe that God is just there to help.. but if you wouldn't do anything for yourself, how can God help you right? this is the reason why i didn't want to ask God for Him to do something to let me pass the exam because i know that i didn't do my best and that it would be too much to ask Him for that..  but God really works in unexpected ways.. all of us passed! we are now all promoted for the next sem.. its just sad that some of my friends from other sections wasn't able to make it and that they are obliged to transfer..  to show how grateful i am to God because he let me pass this sem, i promised that i would really study harder this coming sem and manage my time so that i would be able to review properly for my exams.. this sem made me realize that my course really needs perseverance.. and if you're not that industrious enough to study then you might fail.. my life of living it easily is almost through.. i have to be serious with this or else i'll go nowhere..

i don't want to waste the chance that God has given me.. i'll make use of this chance wisely and try not to break my promise.. for now, i just want to THANK GOD for everything.. He is so good.. and i love Him so much!! 

later..